28/12/09........好久没写部落格了.........

怀念中学时期…………（我的班5K3）

朋友的作品（啊洪做的）…………

朋友上的全家福…………

好久没上来写部落格了因为我很懒，（还敢说）...！！！ 还有就是没什么新鲜事写。就来写写最近做的事好了。

星期三，23/12。今天很早就起床了因为1点有课再加上睡不好所以没办法的情况下起床了。上个星期五因为有事所以没去上课，这一期我们在学新的科系，就是全身护理（我学美容嘛！）脸部护理学完后的新课，这一课让我有恐惧感就是得在很多人面前全裸（内裤还有穿啦）第二就是我很怕痒要别人在我身上摸来摸去还真的要了我的命，所以今天在上课时我真的再忍耐那种很痒的感觉不过有时还是忍不到在哪里呐喊（不是在山上的那种呐喊）！搞到好像在杀猪，同学都笑了。第一次做还真得很尴尬，同学都看着，我的天啊！

星期四，24/12平安夜。今天也得上课不过很多同学没来老师还是照样教我们新东西。晚上没什么特别的地方去就去了姐姐的家倒数咯！我们也没什么东西做就吃吃玩玩还有喝红酒，平时喝酒都很容易醉今天也不例外不过今天比平时还好因为醉了还很清醒那就表示我还没醉到死鱼的地步哈哈哈哈！！！（好像很光荣似的）。就这样过了平安夜，没什么好玩的。

星期五，25/12圣诞节。今天爸妈都没工作也没去那里就呆在家玩电脑睡睡觉，闲得很....晚上和一群朋友去吃火锅，去了sunway附近一间很出名的火锅店“园”，那里的食物还蛮多选择各式各样的海鲜还有平常吃火锅都会吃的食料，我们还吃得有够饱的，吃饱后便去sunway接我的朋友放工然后再去另一个朋友的家闲聊。晚上1点才睡觉然后明天得工作了。

星期六和日，26，27/12工作天，这两天没什么特别的事因为大多数工作天都呆在店里。不过星期六那天很多人都来探望我所以时间过得很快晚上朋友还等我放工然后去吃宵夜。好玩.....因为有哪位吵死人的阿洪在，连我那些不认识他的朋友都觉得他这个人很风趣，有点傻.....有他在的地方肯定不会闷和安静.....就将过了两天。

星期一，28/12，闲着的一天。一句话写完没事做，玩电脑，看戏，睡觉的过一天......

在过两天就和朋友去云顶到书新的一年，好期待哦！

01/12/09..................还是一样活在烦恼日子里的星期..............

星期六，工作天。今天不知道为什么店的生意还不错，我一个人都忙不过来，刚好我的同事出去的时候却来了很多人还得我忙得措手不急。今晚约了几位朋友放工后去喝茶，其实是要帮一位在27/11生日的朋友庆生，但我们却迟了一天。今天我还特地早一个小时放工。我们去了oug的steaven corner 喝茶，因为明天我得工作所以只好选较近的地方。在那里发生了很有趣的事，我的朋友不小心到掉水所以就突然间的站了起来刚好有位男士正要从我朋友的后面走过去不过还好他没走不然我敢保证他的“小弟弟”不保，哈哈哈哈！！！因为他的部位刚好和椅子同样高度而我朋友后面也有人坐如果那男生走过他就会被夹在中间到时候他的“小弟弟”就会被夹扁。就是因为这个话题我们笑到脸都红了，而我那位朋友却被我们气死。那天我们四位女生竟然吃了满桌的食物那个waiter看到我们点了又点都对我们笑了。不过也不是我们四位一起点，是其中一位，就这样我们谈到11.30pm就回家了。在车上我们依然讨论刚在的话题，还问对方在学院里有没有交新男友，今晚真的很够好玩。回到家爸妈都睡了，上了一下网我也睡了个天还要工作。

星期日，工作天。今天商场上不会很多人所以以为今天应该很难开单不过还好晚上让我做了一笔，今天的sales还不错。今天一整天都在工作没什么特别事，有的就是遇到了一位非常难搞的客人。工作了一整天回到家只想好好的休息，但有些人却不放过我要和我吵架那就是我妈，他竟然要吵我就奉陪到底，他这个人我真的不知该怎样和他相处，都懒的说了。总之难搞也很烦。

星期一，放假天。今天没什么事整天呆在家里追我的偶像剧,看完了就睡觉因为今天没人烦我。哈哈^^

星期二，大扫除。今天没事做于是便开始清理房间，太久没清理了书橱都堆满灰尘。
冲忙得星期就将过了。又开始新的星期了............

19/11/09.....生病了....................

明天见

“雨下了 又停了 泪流了 又干了你走多久 多远了

我还在这 你说的 你忘了 可是我 还记得手心里

紧握着 已不属于我的亲热 爱怎会输给了时间

我的耳边 再听不见我以为永远不会变 最习惯的明天见

放手了 该回到原点 心会受伤

也能复原我会学着自己走出从前 祝福明天”

这几天我的心情就像这首歌的歌词，不过不是为了爱情而是为了家人再加上最近老是生病心情俱伤得很。刚考完试但心情还是没好转，心事重重，很多人以为我活得像没有烦恼我只是不表达而已，有些朋友看了我的部落格才知道原来我有将多烦恼，至于是什么我不想写因为写来写去还是和以前一样一点都不会变。那天遇到很久不见的朋友，我们聊着聊着他便问我明年生日要怎样庆祝我一听到庆祝我就自然的回答他我不想庆祝生日因为这天会令我感到不快乐，反正只有朋友才记得我的生日那干脆不庆祝算了。以前都很渴望开派对然后叫朋友来，但现在一点都不想了。

我对他们心谈了…… 不想再去想了…… 因为朋友比他们还了解我……

02/11/09...............很烦恼.....................

这几天我都很烦，烦我的学业，未来及一些人生的事。
我都不知道该怎样说了，终之就是很烦。。。。
有时候会想，如果我是有钱人家的孩子那该多好啊，
又或者是位学业很好头脑很聪明的人，这样一来生活可能会比较好些。
曾经想过如果我不是独生女而是有哥哥姐姐的该多好，将我在家就不会有那么多的压力，还会有人和我一起分担，我总觉得我现在的人生缺少了很多东西，我也知道人是不会拥有一切或者十全十美的。但我的也太少了吧！
和我是独生女的朋友多的是，感觉他们都比我还幸福，真羡慕.........
好希望能找到了解我的人可以和我分担一些事..........但以我的性格应该很难找！

01/11/09........奇怪的一天............@@！！！

今天星期日，工作天。
每次一到这天我都觉得很闷很无聊，因为得工作，
但是今天不同，我们店来了很多心态怪怪的顾客，那就是不卖就问多多，
然后有些呢当我们店是电话站进来坐坐和谈电话。
今天就发生很多这样的顾客近来我们的店，每当有人进来我们都必须向前去服务，但这些人进来走一圈就出去的令我觉得他们很讨厌。
还有一位，近来摆架子，办高贵，问动问西到最后什么都没买！
拜托，国外进口的会不贵吗？！嫌贵就不要卖啦！！！！
这种人真是不会觉的不好意思，态度对我们又不好要我怎样有心情对会他们好！

最进的心情还是不是很好，只是和父母。
我发现他们真得很不懂我，不知道我要的是什么？！
跟他们说了好像等于没说，我真得不知道该怎样和他们沟通。
我妈最怪，我不喜欢的他却说我喜欢，我喜欢的他却说我不喜欢，我看是他自己喜欢才对。
我身边的人都不相信我说的，其实我每年的生日我爸妈有时都会忘记的，反而朋友会记得，
就算我爸妈记得也还是什么都没做。
我并不是要他们送我什么大礼，之少都会说一句生日快乐，但什么都没有。
我对自己说，“算了吧！生日没什么大不了的，忌日才有人重视”
不觉得吗？人在对那些还在世的人有不同的观点，死了却会怀念和伤心。
不管怎样现在我一点也不在乎了。。。

25/10/09................突然觉得好讨厌这个家............

昨天和今天都是我不开心的日子，
第一是因为工作，第二是因为觉得我爸妈一点都不重视我的感受。
难以形容啊！！！
别人也是独生女我也是，但我的父母就和他们的不一样，
有时候真得很想搬出去住因为我快受不了他们对我的感觉。
每年生日他们都不会记得，就算记得也没一回事，这种感觉好像我是格外人。
所以如今，我不喜欢过生日了，但如果朋友说要和我庆祝我还是很开心的，
但如果没人提起，我也就算了。
我不知该怎样写下去关于他们俩对我的待遇，终之就是不开心就对了。
如果我自杀他们会怎样呢?

21/10/09......Long time no post my blog le......~~

新娘晚宴妆。。。
创意妆。。。。。

好久没写部落格了，今天突然想来写点东西。这两个月的生活几乎过的蛮匆实的，不是考试就上课及工作，考试几乎不段而来考完化妆美容又来了真得想休息一下都难啊！！！头脑都快爆炸了！！！ 上个月化妆班就考了两个试，新娘晚宴妆及创意妆。我觉得我的妆廷普通的不过那是新娘晚宴妆第一次考试都不知道该准备什么给我的模特儿，只是叫她穿得比较正式点，发型也只是随便绑，到了学校看到其他同学的发型及衣服我才知道什么叫做普普通通，说的就是我自己。哈哈！不过还好这个试只是看妆，衣服方面也没给多少分，不过后来想想还是有分的，在那天我真得很糟糕感觉不可能会通过了。接下来的考试就是创意妆，再考这个妆的前两个星期我真得想得头都快爆掉到底该画什么呢？一点idea都没有，于是叫了我的模特儿来给我练习，在练习的当儿真的一点头绪都没有都不知道该设计什么妆和标题，烦都烦死了。。。直到考试当天我还是没有灵感该做什么就只好“见步行步”咯！不过还好在考场的那一刻我真地做到了，能不能通过还是一回事啦？！ 还以为考完化妆就可以休息了，怎么知道美容老师又和我们说下个月有考试我听到的那一刻真得好想去死掉。不过有什么办法，要来的始终会来，只好做好准备去面对咯！ 在工作方面其实也有很多问题，我工作的店有几位同事和不来搞到每天都有八卦听，虽然我一个星期只工作两天但每次回到店都有一大队人在和我说对方的事，搞得风风雨雨的真得很烦都不知道是来工作还是听事非的，现在好啦全部都被炒了，只剩下我和另外一位同事。当初我来到这个店的时候不是同事之间有问题就是员工和老板，都不知道是店的风水不好还是真的老板有问题，不过我很肯定老板一定有问题，对员工要求高但薪水和态度就不怎么样，要不是我没时间找工作早就离开了。看来这个店迟早真的会倒闭了。

30/09/09.............I want that pants no stock le,sad ah@@..................

Yesterday night I have out with my friends to steaven corner "yam cha".
After we finish, a friend say still early find some other entertainment to do cause they don't want so early back home,but another friend need back home sharp at 11pm so that we send her home then we plan to watch movie at mid-valley.Reach there we have buy ticket then watch until almost 2am. After that we send another friend home to brick fields, on the way there's have police block road we all so shock and faster get on sit belt,because I sitting on the back so roughly I don't put sit belt,the funny is how I pull the sit belt the belt is not moving like get stuck and we all so panic on it, luckily I get it and we safe after the block road. Almost back home is 2.30am, then I sleep.

Today,2.30pm I have my beauty class,nothing special,until 5pm I finish my class and went home.
That day I have order a pants through the internet,but today the seller tell me that no stock because Taiwan changing season so will be new design in, but I just want that design of pants...
Haiz......I have no choice just need to find again......Or else wait until got it@@

23/09/09...............Exam have finish 1 part.....

Today is my exam day,when wake up feel panic.
I have invite my friend to be my model for the make up exam,so she's been at my house in the morning at 8.30am. I help her to set up the hair and do some preparation.
At 10.30am I reach my school,when I just go in the room I feel that this exam is no standard at all,it is because we amount have 10++ student some more plus on those model we have 20++ people in a small examination room,do you think the teacher is stupid?! I think she is....
We start on 11.10am and finish on 12.10pm....The time is pass fast when the exam is going on...
Luckily I can finish it by the time.....This is just the 1st part of the exam,on 13/10 I have another exam, hope it will be nice....

02/09/09.........鬼节那天.....心情不好................

bridal day make up

kawaii make up

昨天本来是放假日因为没上课但是却要回校补美容班的课，回到家已经6pm了，约了朋友化妆因为folio还没完成，但是我觉得今天好累但没办法我还得化。今天化了两位朋友感觉今天的妆比上次好看多了也许最近一直努力参考一些书及video吧！昨晚化的廷晚的大概十时才化完，过后我整个人都累散了。
今天9月2日，也就是农历的七月十四，鬼节。早上依然起来去上课，今天上的课廷闷得搞得全班同学都想睡觉，就将撑到5pm我们放学了。回到家真得好累好累真想可以睡觉，但是晚上还有些事做，每天放学回家后我的觉得很烦因为要面对我那位又烦又长气又喜欢惹我生气的老妈。今天也不例外，我们又吵了但我觉得他不懂我再生她的气，前几天他回我外婆家所以家里的衣服都没洗，她一回来就在那里噼里啪啦的讲不停！！！她到底有没有想过我星期六和日都工作赚取我自己的生活费回到家都10.30pm了那里还有力气洗衣服隔天也得一早出门工作了，星期一整天时间都用来做功课更加没时间，有时候我自己在想是不是我不是她亲生的所以将对我，我承认平时我对她的态度也不怎么好但是在家面对他我真得真得很烦很讨厌。感觉上他比别人的妈妈差距好远哦！？今天我突人想如果我奶奶还在人世我就不会用这种感觉了，我都不会和我爸说这些免得他们会为了我吵，但是我真得找不到一个人可以说这些，心里又好难受，谁可以教我该怎么办？？要不是我爸我想我回搬出去住了。虽然不容易但好过留在家受气。。。。我受够了！！！！

25/8/09............化妆日..........^^

Nude make up

Bridal night make up^^

今天化妆班会有一位ipoh的老师来教我们上课，我还蛮期待的因为我们大家都觉得ipoh的老师比较会教，上次看到ipoh的学生化的妆都很美不会像我们的可能是老师的教法不同吧！今天这位老师教了我们kawaii妆及新娘晚宴妆在化的过程中她教会了我们一些我们未学过的东西所以今天的可收获还不错。两个妆我们用了四个小时才完成。今天约了几位朋友化妆，因为考试要到了我必须赶快完成我的folio所以特别叫了几位朋友当我的模特儿让我化，约了四位但一位零时有事就得等星期五才化，而另外一位朋友不知什么事眼睛肿了不能化所以今天先化着两位,我发现原来一次过化两位都很累了，我今天真得化的很累从5pm-6pm一位，然后7pm-8.30pm一位，站得我都腰酸背痛了。真希望可以快点完成我的folio然后去考试。

21/08/09....................学拔毛.......

放了几天假今天终于要上课了早上起床时还有点懒懒的，不过还好我还能起床不然就来不及去上课了。今天换我帮我的拍档洗脸所以我可以不用带大小包的毛巾去上课，平时带去觉得很麻烦因为要搭巴士。最近剪了一个新发型，看起来像短发但其实是长的去到学校每位同学都以为我将舍得把长发剪短连老师都以为我剪短了，当我还没告诉他们时他们还真得相信。哈哈哈！！！今天老师教我们怎样挤豆豆，当她在做示范的时候我看了都不想学因为我们得把针插进同学的脸上，而且有些豆豆是要插得很进才能挤出，想想看把一只针插在你脸上还是插得很进，一只针那么进！我今天看了都差点晕过去，连男生都觉得很恶心何况是我们女生呢？！不过还好老师说今天不用我们插。今天我们学了拔毛，脚毛及液毛。看老师拔的时候觉得还好但轮到自己下手的时候才觉得有点恐惧因为躺的那一位会痛得呱呱叫，当他们叫的时候就会影响我们的情绪搞得我都紧张了手还一直冒汗，改天轮到我躺的时候还真得有点怕。感觉今天的课很快就结束了，周末又来了，明天还得上班去，真累。下个月就考试了时间还过得真快，有点不舍得那些化妆班的同学，因为考完时就等于我们毕业了，不过我还有美容课。希望我考试可以顺顺利利。SI MUN HWAITING^^

20/08/09...................Homework day.............

今天学校放假一天，因为昨天玩得很晚今天差不多十二点才起床。我通常一起床都会开电脑这是我的习惯，今天也不例外，一开电脑便有朋友找我谈天还约我今晚出去，但我还有很多美容的功课还没做完所以先不答应她。聊了一下我便去准备早餐，也不算早餐啦因为都下午了。哈哈！！！吃完后便开始做功课，大概是十二点半开始做一直做到旁晚五点才做完。所以今晚可以出去咯！有时候真得很讨厌做功课，尤其是一下子做很多的那一种做到屁股都疼了。晚上，和朋友去喝茶，喝到十点便回家了。今天打算十一点就睡，明天又要上课了。

14/08/09............shabu shabu day..................^^

今天星期五，最懒惰的一天因为一早就要起床去上课，不过今天还是去了。这几个星期过的廷冲忙得，上课，工作回家后还要做project。因为九月将要考试了而功课就要在九月十五号做完，只剩一个多月的时间我也不懂是否能做完。压力啊!!!! 今天放学后赶着回家因为约了朋友去吃shabu shabu,还好今天不会迟放学但没想到竟然赛车和下雨害我迟回家。我还第一次去吃，感觉蛮新鲜和好玩的，我朋友看死我不会开火还好我没那么笨。哈哈哈^^我们重共有七个人，因为塞车的关系有几位迟到了，我们边吃边等但等到他们来的时候我已经开始有点饱了。吃完后本来打算上山看风景的毕竟时间还早但没想到老天不做美下雨了，我们只好回家了。今天是我和朋友出去最早回的一天。回到家便开做功课了。今晚我想也会失眠吧，因为不觉得困，这几天都是这样虽然身体很累但还是会失眠好像身体借给别人用过似的。

04/08/09...............小考....................

Can see the color???

今天化妆班有一个小考，所以昨天我特地叫我妹来给我化。今天还想说可以自己选对象来化，但老师还是分配了给我们。我的妆刚好是适合给白皮肤的人但偏偏牌到给我的是皮肤较黑的，害我的idea 都毁了。我觉得今天的小靠我没做好，因为放到的颜色不太适合我的模特儿，害好十小考不然就完了。但唯一我觉得我可以的是我能在1小时里化完 ，平时没算时间的话都会慢慢化今天终于可以挑战一下在1小时内化完。在化的当儿，我们的院长一直都在问我们问题还我都不能专注，还有点浪费时间！不到两点我们全部都化好了，收一收东西我们便回家了。突然kiril sms 来找我问我要不要去喝茶，我便说好就在midvalley 等吧！到了5pm我便回家了。今天的小考令我紧张@@

28/07/09........没精神的一天................@@

昨天一早我便起床打扫我的房间因为太久没打扫的关系厨都挤满了灰尘。昨晚还想说早点休息今天去上课，因为我叔叔从澳洲回来我便去了姑姑家。他带了一架laptop回来给我但那架laptop却不太适合我用我就让给了表姐。我昨晚都在表姐的房间里谈天和看她结婚的照片因为上次都没时间看过，我这两位表姐的年龄大我蛮多的，但还好我们还能谈，除了这两位表姐我只有一位能谈得上的表姐了，因为现在大家都忙着上课都没什么时间见面了，真怀念之前的日子。今天闹钟一响便醒过来了，昨晚整晚肚子都不舒服害我没什么好好的睡觉，以为吃勒泻肚子的药就会好一点怎么知道早上又发作了，我整晚都泻的全身没力了就想说不去学校了，传了封简讯给同学我便继续睡了。12am 我便起床了，然后弄点吃得我便开始做功课，3pm 我吃了药又去睡了直到5.30pm 我才起床。看看电视，上上网直到晚上。今天感觉整身没力，一点精神都没有。
最近我都觉得时间过得很快，每天上学，回家和工作的一个星期就将没了。真希望时间能在长一点，因为我不想将快长大...............

26/07/09.........Astro新秀大赛.........^^

昨天和朋友去了好久都没去的the mines，想想最后一次去的时候是我在六年级，也有一段时间了。昨天到了那里感觉有点变了，那里的装潢也有所改变但那里的确不大走走下很快就走完的感觉而且那里没什么好走的，有点无聊。逛逛下竟然给我碰到我学院的一位同学，我们俩聊了一下我便走了因为她在工作。走得有点无聊我们便到桥边看鱼，the mines有的特色就是这一个“人造湖”了 ，这个湖有很多鱼当你在广场里都可以看得到也有船可以坐，买了些鱼粮喂了鱼我们便回家去了。

晚上我和朋友去看live的Astro新秀大赛，一直以来我都很想参加类似这样的歌唱比赛昨晚就给我体验到一场真正的比赛是这样的。我重来都不看Astro新秀大赛的，但昨晚到现场看的时候很明显就知道那位新秀比较强，他们真得很厉害我在想如果当时我真的有去参加的话肯定输得很惨，惨的想死掉。比赛到最后我都很看好两位比较有实力的参赛者，不过我心中第一的是一位男生那就是“刘界辉”但是最后却是那位女的赢了，我也觉得她不错只不过那个男的会比较好。比赛到晚上11.30pm才结束。
今天我真的感受到一场比赛的压力与感觉，也希望有一天我会像他们一样站在这个舞台上比一场属于自己的歌唱比赛。

24/07/09.............开心的一周...................

好久没上来部落格更新了，之前开始写部落格的时候还每天都有心情写,有的没得都可以每天写一篇但现在不同了没什么特别的事就不写了，有点懒。最近在学院发生了一些事，因为一些事搞到我们没心情去上课了，但美容课我们还是有去上。这一个星期几乎每天都很冲忙，每天上课上到5，6点真得很累。这个星期可以说过得蛮开心的，上课没迟到，功课全做完。在这里好像听得出我平时都很坏和懒，的确。哈哈哈！今天依然还是一样照常去上课，今天练习做massage，我的拿手，但今天状况有点不太好把step都弄乱了不然就忘记，有点失落。不过还好朋友给我B这个分数。今天放学后很开心因为明天我不用工作，平时都是二到五上课六和日都工作根本没时间玩，终于明天和后天可以放假了，明天约好了朋友去逛街晚上去看show。超期待的！！！写到这里不知道要写什么了，还是算了，我不是很会写，只是写部落格来表达心情而已。
最后，这个星期日我班上的朋友会去ipoh 比赛，希望他们会全力以赴做到最好^^

15/07/09...................Long pasar malam.......^^

Today night my friend call me to pasar malam, she say bring me to the cheras long long pasar malam, I haven' t went before. We along 8pm go,arrived there you just can saw many many people,many many car and many many kiosk. This pasar malam is very long, more longer then midvalley.About 9.30pm we just walk apart means half way, still got long road we havent't walk by,I tell my friend we just walk back cause really too long and is late.If got chance I want to walk the whole pasar malam.^^

Waiting for tomorrow class,bridal make up^^

14/07/09...........Time pass so fast~~........

Along 1 weeks I no log in and share my blog,This weeks nothing special is just many homework I need to do....All my friends thought learn make up and beauty is no homework but there are wrong.Actually there have many drawing and questions need to do,after homework need do some step revision cause in beauty course we need memories the step of remover,facial and massage,in massage already have few different type:eye,face,and body.Do you think is easy???.....July there have been a make up competition at Ipoh.....I have no idea of this.....And I think I not going for this,many of my senior not going too.Many problems,transport,costume,idea and model,all this problem make people not willing to go.If at k.l I think I will go. On saturday and sunday I have been work,that day I only know the philipine guy need back to HQ store to help,that means start from this week I need to work alone in the shop,OMG.....How can I handle this,my bos are not going to hire people to work also.Many problem on this week,feel want stop work.Now adays is difficult for me to live....SOMEONE HELP ME.....If I am rich people I think will be better....^^

07/07/09...............Michael Jackson WE LOVE YOU^^......

Same as a day, to school. Today teacher teach us doll make up,in my class many friends have get sick,stupid H1N1. Today nothing fresh and nothing special just learn new make up in class and practice. After 3pm went home. Tonight I think I wont sleep cause mid-night have a live show of Michael Jackson funeral,I want to watch. I think all my friends who like he also will watch this and Michael Jackson funeral is a bit special.
Michael Jackson WE LOVE YOU^^

04/07/09................Sick........~~

Today morning I went to work,in the morning I feel ok ,but at noon I feel not well at all----MY FEWER HAVE BACK. When I get fewer my eye will feel not comfortable this I hate most. Today I just work half day then I went back home and rest. I hate sick....Especially on the day like this "H1N1".....haiz........
Take care my friends^^

03/07/09.......bad luck........@@

I feel very bad luck today,get fewer and hurt my hand.....The stupid plate make me hurt so deep....

Blood out non stop.
BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD LUCK......................AH..........................MY HAND...........................@@

01/07/09........Tired tired tired........

Today I just feel very very very tired,And nothing I can post....Tonight I keep non stop listen MICHAEL JACKSON song -you are not alone^^. I love this song much.....

"You Are Not Alone"

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone..

30/06/09.......Swim at night.............

IN morning I went to eat breakfast with my friend,today I have no class so that I free at house^^.The whole day I just spend time to online watch movie and wash my school uniform. Nothing is happen for today,just at night I go swim at my friend condominium. I think is long time no swim so that a bit tired after swim,and after that I feel very hungry^^. We finish swim at 9pm something then we get ready went to old town to eat.Almost 11pm I reach home.Today is just a relax day^^

29/06/09.......突然想........@@

^the 2 arguing couple^^


今天早上一早就出门工作了。到了下午和约好的朋友去唱K,今天唱得比较久因为是到6点所以我和朋友点了很多歌来唱。今天还是像往常一样点了很多会唱的歌，就算不太会唱也点因为时间多的是。唱着唱着突然想起阿桑-叶子这首歌。

叶子

作曲：陈晓娟 作词：陈晓娟 编曲：洪筠慧
　
叶子 是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀 是落在天上的叶子
天堂 原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔

孤单 是一个人的狂欢
狂欢 是一群人的孤单
爱情 原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴

我一个人吃饭 旅行 到处走走停停
也一个人看书 写信 自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

这首歌的歌词我非常喜欢还有它的旋律，每当唱这首歌时心里都会有一点酸酸的感觉，但这是我第一次在ktv里点这首歌。突然我觉得人就是这样当一个人不在的时候就想起他们，就像最近得知Michael Jackson去世的事一样，人死了就一直播放他的歌和往事来纪念他，当人还活着时就很少会有他们的消息。也许人就是这样吧，一旦离去了才会想要珍惜。
到了6点，我和朋友打算叫多一些人去喝茶，于是我的朋友带我们到the mines 附近的gasonline 喝茶。那里的风景还算不错旁边有个人造湖，还有一些鱼。在那里我们聊天和讲笑，最好笑的事每当小白和阿鸿在一起时两人都会斗嘴就像冤家似的，真得很好笑。因为路程远的关系再加上有点下毛毛雨我们便提早走了。今晚回到家已经12.30am 了。

28/06/09............Free at home^^.....

Because the events show, today I sleep until 12pm. Today I have take off of my work,cause I feel tired,today nothing special just stay at home watch movie and online. Actually tonight need to go my friend house to learn something,but suddenly she tell me the tutor not free so I just stay at home. Then almost 3pm pui ying say want come find me and fetch me out,this is the 1st time she fetch me^^. But she drive a bit dangerous,hahaha^^...scared@@. Tonight we eat at outside also, cause my aunties have come down to k.l from seremban. After the dinner I have went home.

27/06/09..................Today Events show^^......

Can you see me???

Today I wake up at 4am in the morning,cause I have a events show on putrajaya. Today when I wake up I just feel want to give a call to my friends that I don't want to go,cause the night I sleep at 2am,then 4 am wake up just feel so tired.After I make up my self prepared all the make up tools already 6am,actually today is my friend fetch me to school,but she also suddenly say don't want to go....OMG!!!! Luckily my dad was here,if not I really go and sleep back^^. I was waiting all my friend at my school at 6.30am,I think they all wont so early arrived there,so I just wait,until all of them have arrived then we go. Reach there is alomost 8.30am. We have a short briefing and some arrangement, teacher have knew that a bit change of the contestent,they almost is malay so that need to wear tudung so no need set hair~~ after the briefing we have start our own job. I am the one who suppose do hair,but a bit change so I do make up also,a bit panic^^.Don't know is that too early wake up or what? My friend have a bit bad mood,actually she also do hair,but now need go do make up so she have a bit unhappy our teacher arrangement,but we have no choice so we just do it,but on me I think is ok. Almost 1pm we all have done,have a lunch there,then we back to k.l . Today really fun and tired,when i reach home I just bath then I sleep. At the night my dad say today we go out and eat,then I out again I feel so sleepy.^^ 11pm I reach home,I thought I still got energy to online,but my eye keeping close and close,then I when to sleep. I am too tired for today,havent been this tired before.But today I really learn something^^.

26/06/09..................Massage body^^......

Today is Friday so that the whole day class is beauty. Today early in the morning I just cant wake up to go school cause is too too too tired....When I reach school already 10.30am, I change my cloth then we have start the class,the 1st class is lecture class,today we learn about our body blood nerve and the function,this class is a bit short so that at 12.30pm teacher already finish discuss with us and get us a early break. Unlucky is rain,so we cant go lunch cause need walk far,so that me and my friends plan to just go pizza hut and eat. After we eat we back to our practical class,today practical class is learn body massage but just the top part. 1st is me be the model of my friend,I am the one who very scared tickle but on today I just can handle it. hahaha^^. After I finish,then we take turn,my turn to do the massage for my model,massage need use many energy after the massage class my hand become like a stone cause I use many energy when I do it^^...tired...But teacher say this is the good if got energy^^.
At the night I have call my friends come to my house to me my make up model. After I make up my friends I have saw the different of them^^. I like this^^....
Tomorrow need wake up early~~haiz~~~~@@

25/6/09............Tired......My eye want close@@

Today in make up class we practice again. I be the model of my friend Sally,on Saturday she need make up a malay model,pressure for her and everyone,include me. Today we just practice in the class,the time have pass fast. After 2pm I get ready my second class,beauty.Today feel tired so I dint go lunch with my friends,after I change my cloth I just prepared notes for my next class,still have some time I have a nap in the classroom.Today in beauty class a bit boring,cause today dint do practical we just read notes and teacher explain,boring and sleepy~@@~. Teacher inform me that I need to replace a class on monday cause I have absent on last week,so that monday actually I have no class like normal,but on next monday I purpose need go for beauty class,lazy.....This Saturday I need wake up on 4.30am to do my full make up then go to school for show....Tired....
Today really tired and sleepy, I think will get pengsan in 1 day^^

24/06/09......Bad mood day.....~~

Same on everyday,to school. Today I have a lecture class for my make up,is it a bit boring for this class...Cause teacher talk talk talk,until my eye going to close.After 1 hour,teacher discuss we us about this Saturday show at putrajaya, she have arrange the job for us,and then my job is a hairstylist on that day not make up,a bit upset.I don't understand why she will arrange me to do hair and I did not know what to do for hair also.~&~All my friends agree what I say,and some of them also not agree of teacher arrangement. The second things I was angry is about my beautician class today,the teacher like giving me a black face to show me because I have absent the class for last week,"excuse me" I have some reason for the absent so that I cant attend the class,not I dont want to attend OK!!!! This make me really very very angry. I pay money to study she still like giving me a black face.Today really bad mood for this class.After the class already 5.45pm almost 6pm,me and my friends went to time square to have a short shopping,and then we have a tea time at old town,almost 8pm I call my friends fetch me home,and today is rainy day.After back home I have dinner with my friends at my house,we chat until 11.30pm they 2 only leave.
Rainy day,bad mood.....Just equal@@

23/06/09....Today class.....^^

Today in my make up class we have practice smokey eye,I have practice for this few times ago but still cant catch up the feel for branding,but on today I get it improve for this,happy,but is not enough.I need practice more to use 1 an half hour to finish my make up,because in exam the time have fix.After the class,today teacher have discuss with us about this Saturday. This Saturday our school have a show at putrajaya international convention,I am so panic for this cause is my 1st show,and I know that all of the model is malay but also have Chinese. Malay skin is a bit black so the make up foundation that we use is a bit different,I hope I can handle this problem and do well for the model,and not get dissapointed of my teacher and my accademy. I think I can do it,so that this friday I have invite my friends be my model and work for it, practice more get more.^&^

22/6/09....Have a gathering with my secondary classmate^^

Today,I have a happy gathering with my secondary classmate....Although is not all of them attend but is really fun we gather again in this moment....We chat,play,drink....like fool...^^We all chatting about our life and study on now,everyone of them is just starting study and some of them still working,I cant imagine we still can gather like this because all of us is busy and our friendship can continue like secondary school,all of us very miss the moment when we at school....^^Today really have fun for this gathering,but sadly some of our friends at other places and some in national service...Hope at the year going on,we still can gather together like Today^^...
At here hope all my friends healthy and study good^^
Good luck guy^^